The Thinned Veil

Happy Halloween! Merry Samhain!

Today is my favorite holiday; I can hardly wait for night to cloak our town. Hopefully it will be a clear, cool night.

The best part about this holiday is the thinning of the veil. It is believed that between sunset of October 31st and sunrise of November 1st, the veil between the spirit world and our word is thin. For this we must light jack-o-lanterns to keep away evil or tricky spirits.

One can take advantage of the thin veil to inform spirits of their wish in order to further their progress to success.

I created two spells for wing growth to tryout tonight. Feel free to use them, however, to strengthen their power for you it would be best to tweak them to your befitting.

~ Blessed Apple Cider:

(This is for my homemade cider, following this recipe: Homemade Apple Cider (Non-alcoholic) But I changes some aspects of the recipe to suit my desires)

Every time you check the boiling apples, chant this phrase while imagining white light flowing from the apples as stem and being an aura around each apple:

"I call upon thee air spirits abound,
Invoke yourselves through the steam around,
Blessed be these apples with light to grant me wings for flight."

While doing so, always  remember to know your intentions and keep them in mind all throughout.

Once finished, fill selected bottle, pitcher, etc. to contain the cider. After it is filled bless the cider with the incantation;

"Victoria I request thee,
Here my plead,
Grant me victory,
With wings I will be freed.

Nike I request thee,
Present to me grace,
Wings for all to see,
Growth at the necessary pace.

Isis I request thee,
Such beauty I desire for my wings,
Sprouting forth such as your Sycamore tree,
Given flight and speed and all it brings.

Shinatobe I request thee,
Lift me away on your breeze,
An avian human I wish to be,
Grant this please.

The will be embodied in this beverage,
Filling thy body with the blessings,
To give to me leverage,
By the power of three (x3),
As I will it, so may it be."

Envision your wings as you drink the cider. Note that this will not effect others who have not added their wishes to the cider.


~ Ancestor Request Prayer:

During the time between sunset and sunrise, chant with your intentions in mind:

"Those before me,
Scattered on the family tree,
Accept my change,
Allow thy body to rearrange,
Hear my plea for flight,
Above with feathers so light,
By thy descended power,
Here during this ancient hour,
A new line of winged ones,
I with wings and onward it runs,
With your blessings, now a new me,
Blessed rest, blessed be."

Side Effects #2

Chills are constantly running down my spine. Although my scapulae are still tense and have a bit of a tingling sensation, they have gone somewhat numb and feel heavier.

It could be normal conditions, however I will continue to hope ^^

Shooting Star

Standing under the starry night sky really causes one long to be up there. I spoke a prayer to the twinkling, dancing crystals in the sky and begged for help. I wanted a sign to know I was on the right track or that they knew my desire for wings. They do.

Before my eyes, the heavens sent a star falling to Earth. Quickly realizing what happened, I immediately wished upon the falling star.

(I'm hoping it was the normal bits of space rock falling to Earth and not space junk T.T that would not be cool xD)

Lying on Back Theory

I have heard time and time again the avian humanoids must lie on their side or stomach or else their wings could be damaged. But this hardly seems necessary. It would be alright to lie on your back with wings and you probably should for several reasons. The first being that you become lighter with wings, next is birds can fall on their backs with undamaged wings, and the final reason is that it is more comfortable to lie on your back.

With the growth of wings, you will become lighter. When wings grow on a being, they don't just suddenly appear effortlessly. When a child grows older, they do not suddenly become an adult effortlessly (although it seems so). Children normally have fat to support their growth and must also consume a lot of calories to provide energy for their body's growth. It is no different from growing wings. When one is growing wings, they must sustain their energy because they are losing tremendous amounts of weight in order to provide energy for the wing's growth. Being that wings are ordinarily an alien appendage on a homosapien, therefore tremendous amounts of stored and consumed energy will be exerted and there will be a large decrease in weight. Keep in mind that the wings will be a delicate structure, but to hold you up and with their size, they will be strong, sturdy mechanisms. Wings and their host become more balanced in order to support each other. With your light weight and strong wings, you probably won't hurt them by lying on your back.

Another point I would like to make is that birds fall on top of their wings plenty of times without damaging their wings. I have a Quaker Parrot, and he (the ditsy klutz he is) always falls over onto his back and he simply stands back up, wings unharmed. This may have to do with a bird's wings closing perfectly to fit snug onto their form. An avian human will have a similar way of closing their wings safely. However, depending on how one (birds and avian humans) lies on their back will determine the condition of their wings. Wings closed or fully extended may be best for comfort and safety.

Finally, it is simply comfortable. Just because of the new addition to your body, doesn't mean your sleep position must drastically change. You can choose to sleep on your back, side or stomach. But be wary of sleeping on your stomach. Lying on your stomach can one (for females) cause breasts to sag, and two (anyone) elevate your head the wrong way, damaging your neck.

Even though I am yet to have wings, the reasons a logical, and from observations and research. So in conclusion, it seems safe to say you CAN lie on your back when with wings.

Side effects

(Pardon the translation of words into Korean / 한국어, I / 나 am practicing vocabulary x))

During yesterday evening and this morning, I / 나 have been tense in the upper and mid-back areas. I / 나 tend to feel this when I /나 am connected to my / 나의 soul. This tension sort of hit me out of nowhere which is unusual.

My / 나의 muscles on the scapulae and surrounding them are tougher. They feel heavier.

While walking home / 집 from Tae Kwon Do / 태권도 today / 오늘,  the sky was open wide all around me, welcoming me to take flight. I / 나 felt oddly lighter as though I / 나 could drift off with the clouds. I / 나 can truly feel the sensation of wings clinging on my / 나의 back.

Therefore I / 나 am assuming that my / 나의 astral wings are near fully developed. Soon enough physical wings will begin / 시작 to manifest    Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

On Your Mark - Chage and Aska

I adore this video made by Miyazaki (all Studio Ghibli fans most likely know him). It is a promotional video made for Chage and Aska's song, On Your Mark. The song is beautiful and is truly inspirational. The video always gives me goosebumps.

My main goal for growing wings, is the freedom to venture further away from the restrains of society. This is what the video appears to display. To escape from people who lie and use others, and to be free in the sky. Also, her wings are lovely x) I never get sick of the video (/^_^)/

It was removed from YouTube, but I found it again:

CHAGE and ASKA - On Your Mark

I had to update the link, again. This video is fairly difficult to find and keep in one location xD

CHAGE and ASKA - On Your Mark

Consulting the Oracle

Curious, I asked the online oracle, "I Ching", a question about my wing growth:

I asked the I Ching Oracle:
Will my wings begin to grow soon?

(present) 59. Huan - Dispersion
You can succeed in dispersing even the greatest obstacle, provided you sort through chaos to find the source and clear the blockage.

(future) 4. Meng - Youthful Folly, Inexperience
Humbly acknowledge areas of inexperience and seek a teacher.

What does the Oracle hold for you?
http://luckyhonu.com/

Wings FAQ & Motivation

There are many people are the same track as I am. They are all searching to become avian-humans. With this, there are many questions.

FAQ

• Do you have to be a witch/Wiccan/Pagan/etc.?

~ No. I hear this question all the time but it is a solid no. We all

have powers and we can all harness them. It would be however

helpful being something of the sort. When you are a 

witch/Wiccan/Pagan/etc. you tend to study and devout more

of yourself to understanding magic and connecting with nature.

• How long does it take to get wings?

~ Truth is, no one can say for sure because it varies. Those who

have succeeded in gaining their wings have said it took about

a year. This sounds to be the more logical time period, for wings

are apart of your body. They need the proper time to develop.

Another factor is belief and determination level. Do you truly

want wings? How much of yourself are you willing to expose

to the universe in order to gain this? Can you accept yourself

already?

• What spell works the best?

~ No spell is better than the other. Every spell's energy and force

depends mainly on what the spell-caster puts into it. Your heart,

soul, blood, and body (not literally. I don't do those gory spells).

Have confidence and faith, and if it doesn't work, it doesn't mean

give-up, it means your wings are magnificent and require hard work.

• How long will my wings be?

~ That is all up to you. But I think the question should be

rephrased to "how long SHOULD my wings be?" I

heard you need to use the quotient of this equation:

your weight / 5 = wingspan in feet

But I also saw in a video by AnimeMonsterSingz

(will be shared in motivation part of post :P) that the 

largest wingspan is 18.08 and that going over is 

deadly. For teens it should be 17.05 or 17.08. For 

younger children 15.05 or 16.05. The smallest

size is 14.04

Motivation

For something so life changing, motivation is crucial. I cannot even begin to emphasize how important it is to remain optimistic. I won't lie, it is a near impossible goal, gaining wings. But it is possible. That is the only thing you need to remember, it can and will happen. Don't get me wrong, it won't happen if you won't stick with the mindset of "I can". Growing wings isn't for the faint of heart.

Any time of the day, look in the mirror and visualize yourself with wings. Say to yourself:

"These wings are mine,

And I am theirs,

Together we are partners."

Another one you can say (speak to your reflection but mean it towards yourself):

"You are strong,

You can accomplish anything,

You will grow wings,

You have the power."

Just continue imagining yourself as though you already have wings. If you just believe so hard you have wings already, the universe will have no choice but to materialize them. Never lose hope, never say never in a negative context, always be yourself, never stop believing, never give in to the words of others.

The video I mentioned in the FAQ is a beautiful and informative one. It has boosted my motivation and I learned a bit more than before from it:

Avian Video for People Who Want Wings

The creator of the video (AnimeMonsterSingz) seems welcoming to anyone interested in wings. She gave her kik in the comments saying anyone can ask questions. Her kik: biancaaquatic

You are not alone in your quest and we will all support each other! ^.^

Grow Wings Spells

To strengthen one's power, one's grasp over their path, they must constantly send the power and wish out into the universe. The universe is not the creation of the Gods. The Gods and Goddesses are powerful, divine beings. But they are not the creators.

The creator of all has unmatched power that can destroy and create, it can break the very laws of science and the balance of the universe.

Being determined and absolutely sure that it is what you want, can create anything. The secret to making your voice heard; ask, ask, ask. NEVER STOP ASKING. Always know what you want and place your complete heart and attention into it.

Some methods of communicating with the creator include (but are not limited to):

• Expressing your desires through meditation
• Prayers with the goal in mind and word
• Spells commanding the change
• Keep dreaming your dreams and indulging in them
• Communicate what you wish for out loud
• Speak to the moon like a friend, in all her phases (full moon is ordinarily used for spells being that the moon is at its peak of power. Personally I feel an affinity with the crone phases and late maiden phases)
• Maintain a strong belief
• DO NOT lose faith in the powers of the universe
• Send positive vibes telling of your wants

Okay I'll stop rambling x) Anyhow, here are some spells I cherry-picked (Note [ugh, more rambling]: The spells are effective any way you do them, as long as you give your most mentally and spiritually. In fact, they work better for you if you don't perform them exactly how they are given. Adding something is similar to adding your own signature which directs the power even more towards you.):

1. Fly With Wings   (I was most drawn to the first spell from Maximumride13) (A prayer is on this site for Christian Avians)
2. Wing Spell (Video)
3. Spell to Grow Wings
4. Angel Spell
5. Angel Spell & Flying Tips
6. Angel Spell Before Bed
7. Another Angel Spell
8. Avian/Angel/Whatever Wings Spell

Search for your own spells, make up your own spells, mix and match items of multiple spells, anything. Just avoid remaining solely with one spell, it won't get you too far. I  am presenting these spells as a sort of reference or base for your spell. Also, study magic and develop an understanding for the way of the universe and magick. Improve your connection with nature. But most importantly, improve your connection with yourself.

Be careful with spell casting. If you are simply dabbling or trying them out for mere fun, don't. The information is for those devoted to growing wings. Having wings can be fun, but it is also quite a serious process; recognize that you are transforming yourself and it will be painful and above all difficult to reverse.

Morning Meditation

Just as I meditate at night, I meditate in the morning. I do so for all the same reasons as nightly meditation.

1. Helps increase my awareness
2. Relaxes the mind and body, allowing the energy of growth to flow
3. Improves spiritual wing strength
4. Amplifies desire for wings

There is another song on YouTube I found which helps place my mind and soul into the right position. It is also perfect for energizing you for the day. When listened to in the morning, the song gives a boost to your autonomic nerves. I took a sports anatomy and physiology class and could give you notes and endless amounts of information on the autonomic nervous system; however I'll just present an overview for the important bits.

Our internal organs and muscles are regulated and controlled by this system. It is important for the "fight or flight" & "rest and digest" processes. 

After meditating to the musical piece for two weeks, I have found that I feel more in control of my body and my surroundings. Not only does it prepare me to tackle the day, but it prepares me to tackle my wish. During meditation, I sit with my back straight, crossing my legs. I envision flying; feeling the cold wind battering at my hair, the weight of being held up, seeing any sights I please, and feeling my back muscles work my wings.

Here is a link to the song:

Autonomic Nerves 自律神経を整える。～ 新緑の朝 ～ 

Just as in my previous post about a song, here is a link to convert to an mp3 for convenience:

YouTube to mp3 Converter

Have a blessed day ^^

Wing Mantras

Throughout the day at random times, I'll start chanting a mantra for protection, focus, or productivity, whatever I need. Therefore I thought to create mantras for encouraging wing growth. So far I only came up with two. With the right intention and plenty of belief, they are effective. When I use the mantras, I clearly feel a weight on my scapulas  as though there were truly wings there. I assume it is the energy of my spiritual wings.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

1. "Lift me high,
     Up into the sky,
     Wings of feather,
     Two wings together."


2. "Feathers to feathers,
     Soul to soul,
     The power of flight
     Is in my control."

Morning Yoga

おはよう！

Not often do I have time time in the morning for yoga. I always rush, with having so many tasks at hand, mornings can be difficult to find time for yoga. However, even just doing so a few times a week, improves my flexibility and relieves stress.

When I lack stress, my mind, and body can focus more easily on the development of both my spiritual and physical wings.

Just listening to relaxing instrumental music and doing yoga with the rising sun increases my awareness and I feel helps prepare the body for the addition of wings. When the body goes through such changes, it is imperative to care for it.

• Stay hydrated

Before and after doing yoga, be sure to drink plenty of water. Drinking water can also help with weight loss.

• Beef up

Don't go overboard, but to build muscle and power your body, consume protein before. I eat oatmeal beforehand; and before the oatmeal is done cooking, I put a raw egg in and cook it until the outside is white, but the inside is runny.

• Stretch

Just a warm-up. There isn't any solid proof that stretching before helps or doesn't. Personally, after stretching I feel more energized.

• Relax

I am horribly guilty of rushing EVERYTHING. It is not good, even though I can complete tasks a bit quicker, I end up doing something wrong and throwing the entire process off course pushing me behind. Rushing attracts ungodly amounts of stress for me XD But just breath in slowly, through the nose and out the mouth. Allow the energy to flow gracefully through your body. I like imagining I already have my physical wings and how it would feel doing yoga with them.

• Background Noise

Whether it is the sounds of the your surrounding environment, or an instrumental piece of music, it must be relaxing. The sounds can calm your nerves but boost the awareness of your senses. I personally enjoy Joe Hisaishi piano music (better known as music from Ghibli Studio movies). Otherwise I will do yoga outside and listen to the birds ^^

Night Meditation

안녕!

Every night I fall asleep listening to a soothing musical piece I found on YouTube. I find that this piece immediately immerses my thoughts into another state.

Lying straight out on my back, I envision myself with my wings in a natural setting. I also surround myself with a few angels to aid in my developing skills. I cling to their supporting hands and they guide me high above in the sky until I feel comfortable; then I release and soar solo. The wind rushing by, the scenery below, and blood rush, I embrace them all. I continue flying freely until I fall asleep.

From my experiences thus far, I find the nightly meditation increases my strength over my wings. The song is supposed to relieve stress and induce positive thoughts. This aids a lot in placing one's mind on the right track to wing growth. The song can be found here:

Stress Relief 疲労回復 ストレス解消 ポジティブな気持ちになれる音楽集

If you would like to download the song as an mp3 for convenience, paste the URL in the box on the following site and convert it to an mp3 file:

YouTube to mp3 converter

Introduction

(Writing bilingually in some parts for not much a reason except that I enjoy it xD)

Hello / 안녕하세요 / こんにちわ!

I am Kazeko / 나는 Kazeko 입니다 / 私は風子です。 But you can just call me Kaz for short. It isn't my real name but I won't reveal my real name. All you need to know is simply that I am an adolescent female. I'm paranoid of stalkers and such.

This is my blog to present my experiences and research, and connect with like-minded people. I am so far working on my spiritual wings. Once they are developed, my physical wings should begin to grow. I truly believe such is possible, and I will dedicate much effort into this.

Please respect my trials even if it all seems absolutely hopeless.

Bye / 안녕 / さようなら！（＝＾I ＾＝）