Awakening Goddesses / Side Effects #9

안녕!
Recently I have discovered a marvelous spiritual coach. She goes by the name of Syma and her website is Flourishing Goddess. She is very kind and open to all those ready to awaken the divine flame within us all. I absolutely recommend joining her virtual temple. My chakras have never felt so balanced ^·^

On the subject of my wings, there isn't much to report. My scapulae are even more sore and the astral presence has grown even more profound. They are growing at a terribly slow rate; I'm in no rush though. It may be a lifetime endeavour I anticipate.

Side Effects #8

Both of my scapulae and shoulders are finally equally sore (yay!). That's about it for current side effects thus far.

Nearly Astral Traveled (Side Effects #7)

Greetings one and all! Welcome back for another post, the eighth one this month in fact ^o^

In order to see my astral wings, last night I attempted to astral project. As you may be able to decipher from the title of this post, I failed. However I am quite proud to say that this attempt was my closest to success. As I drifted to sleep, I was aware of a tingling sensation running throughout my body. I could almost feel myself become lighter. 

When I awoke, I seemed to have been in a state of sleep paralysis. I hate to admit that I wussed out. After hearing so many horror stories of sleep paralysis, I forced myself awake before having to accidentally give myself a really vivid nightmare.

So I failed at astral projecting, but my astral wings still feel set so it's all fine ^^

Uneven Wings, Oops (Side Effects #6)

안녕 하세요 여러분! Hello everyone!

So far I've been putting out more posts more often just as I would like. Let's hope I can stick to my goal xD.

Lately I have been strongly feeling the presence of my wings. My scapula has even become sore (more than the other times). But that's the issue. I mistakenly placed more focus on my left wing so only one of my scapulae is sore. I've somewhat managed to work the energy into the right scapula.

Update on My Wings (Side Effects #5)

No, I do not appear to have any physical sings of wing growth, aside from some sensations on my scapulae that feel like wings.

However, through many months, weeks, days of visualization, my astral wings are finally set. I can feel these wings, and I often receive vivid dreams of flight.

To move further, I'll be focusing more on my psychic abilities and working with dreams.

I found a wonderful book at the library written by a brilliant psychic, Ellen Dugan. The book just came out in 2015 and it is a guide for developing, and using your psychic powers. The book is called "The Natural Psychic". I highly recommend it. The entire time I read it, I felt as though Ellen was holding my hand (xD) and guiding me through my hazy (seemingly) unreachable abilities. I must warn you though, she is quite sassy.

Side Effects #4

These side effects all seem the same, but the sensation of my wings appear so real. I can practically feel the wings weighing down. Chills come much more frequently, my upper back muscles are tougher, and there is a lightness in my body as though the wind can sweep me up into the sky. I have come to accept that I am already an avian human. Once one makes the attempt to change, they have already changed. Don't be mistaken, I haven't physically flown yet, and I don't expect it to happen soon. However, in the coming years, my work and dedication will surely pay off. I hope others will join me ^^

Side Effects #3

I just want to say, I have never felt so connected to my wings before. Lately I have been having a say "fluttery" sensation in my heart and from my scapulae. After finally accepting the changes that will happen as well as placing myself in the mindset that I do have wings, I have had an absolute change of mood and I can practically feel wings on my back.

Some of the side effects include toughness in the upper back region, slight spells of dizziness, and chills. These chills are very prominent and strong. They have been increasing all week. I was at first under the impression a spirit had become attached to me, however I don't sense much a presence. Instead the chills seem as though they are trying to jolt out my wings.

Side Effects #2

I can feel a spiritual and physical strength in my upper back area. Sometimes I'll even receive a light sensation in my body along with a tingly chill down my spine.

Side Effects #1 / Update

(I'm restarting the side effect chain due to the previous restart in progress.)

My back muscles are tense and seem to really bunch up. My scapulae are more elevated.


UPDATE: I apologize for the lack of posts. Schoolwork will dictate most of my time; however, I will piece together each post over a series of days in order to conserve time.

Current Status Entry

Today was absolutely marvelous. The weather was cool, the sun was bright, and the wind was playful. I fancied stretching out my wings and going for a fly. So I did, only it was through meditation. Still, the flight was vivid and quite soothing.

My wings seem to be once again developing; slowly but surely. I'll be boosting the energy by creating an ofuda. Ofudas are Shinto talismans. Traditionally these are created by a priest and sold at shrines. However I feel the power would be stronger if it came from my own will. I will post more information about ofudas and how to create them yourself sometime this week.

As far as side effects go, soreness has returned to my scapulae, and I have also been receiving headaches.

Welp, that's all, blessed be ^^

Side Effects #3

I have gained tight knots in my muscles (not healthy or comfortable) just above my scapulae.

Lately I have been feeling anti-social, dizzy, and tired (without my normal hormonal changes).

Also, headaches have been appearing now and again. I used to be prone to migraines but they went away, only now they've returned.

My scapulae are forming a larger ridge.

Chills have lessened yet they continue to persist.

Side Effects #2

Chills are constantly running down my spine. Although my scapulae are still tense and have a bit of a tingling sensation, they have gone somewhat numb and feel heavier.

It could be normal conditions, however I will continue to hope ^^

Side effects

(Pardon the translation of words into Korean / 한국어, I / 나 am practicing vocabulary x))

During yesterday evening and this morning, I / 나 have been tense in the upper and mid-back areas. I / 나 tend to feel this when I /나 am connected to my / 나의 soul. This tension sort of hit me out of nowhere which is unusual.

My / 나의 muscles on the scapulae and surrounding them are tougher. They feel heavier.

While walking home / 집 from Tae Kwon Do / 태권도 today / 오늘,  the sky was open wide all around me, welcoming me to take flight. I / 나 felt oddly lighter as though I / 나 could drift off with the clouds. I / 나 can truly feel the sensation of wings clinging on my / 나의 back.

Therefore I / 나 am assuming that my / 나의 astral wings are near fully developed. Soon enough physical wings will begin / 시작 to manifest    Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ