Sensing an Energy Shift

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안녕하세요! 카즈 입니다! Hello and welcome to another post! Throughout my childhood all the way up to my present, I've always felt a sensation of something about to greatly change. Recently I've been sensing this feeling more and it seems to be resonating with the Earth. This means that I must not be the only one noticing this shift.

I'm not a very strong nor skillful psychic, therefore I lack some big chunks of information regarding this feeling. But my best theory would be that what I'm sensing is the thinning of the veil. Many people will agree that the veil is gradually lifting, and with such a phenomena, it would make sense that people will become aware of this.

This shifting of energy isn't anything terribly special though. Our realm, planet, and universe is constantly changing. Change is nothing to be worried about, tis merely the way of life.

~~ "Life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. 

Don't resist them - that only creates sorrow. 

Let reality be reality.

 Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like."

~ Lao Tzu

Incarnated Fae Being

For years I've dealt with wanting to be something more than just a human. I continually resisted my human existence until nearly a few months ago. Since then I have accepted who I am and in fact I am proud to be human. Then come a day or so ago I learn that I'm not human. Yes, physically I am human, however, I find that every website and quiz I refer to (I even got 100% match on a Doreen Virtue quiz) tells me I am the incarnation of a Fae being.

To be quite frank, I never gave much care as to whether or not I was Fae in all my (several) years. But this sudden urge to know came to mind as casually as a passing breeze. I'm not necessarily happy about the revelation; do take note that I had just recently become proud and excited about being a human, but the thought of also being Fae worried me. It goes to show that I really am oblivious to my past.

So what does this mean exactly? In reality, nothing really. Aside from popular belief, being Fae does not mean one has some special mission apart from others, this doesn't mean that person is superior. This knowledge though can help me discover who I am and how to go about my own personal journey. So far I know that I desire to protect the Earth (has been my mission in life since I could form sentences), improve my magick abilities, and find the answers to various questions pertaining to life, the universe, etc.

Nothing much has changed except I have discovered another aspect of myself I must learn to love and appreciate. 

If you are also a Fae being, your spirit may already possess wings, allowing the process of growing them easier.

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When Not Belonging to a Flock

The aeroly community (including those who strive to become ones) is a minute one that appears to be growing (and shrinking) with each year. Therefore there exist many flocks, online and off, as well as many loners who cannot fit in with any of these flocks. Some of these individuals may have their own reasons for not being capable of finding or belonging to a flock, but as for the others (myself included), we just do not conform.
That's okay because we see the world differently and pioneer our own paths. However, this really causes difficulty for finding aeroly friends to rely on.

I've found that quite a few (not all of course) flock leaders whom I've encountered are cold and unwelcoming towards the ones that refuse to belong to any flock, group, or whatnot.  This frustrates me to my wits-end because these leaders can't seem to comprehend that this does not mean that this person means them harm. I understand that these leaders only want to protect their flocks, but they tend to make everything about them and their flock. This hostility towards aerolies who refuse to pledge loyalty to a flock they hardly know is ridiculous. Commitment is my greatest fear, but lack thereof does not make me unfaithful. Sounds terribly contradictive, I know. Just bear with me. So for example: I love my family (immediate and relatives) and would fight for them. But this does not mean I will pledge to ignore their faults and become a mindless follower to them. Same with flocks; flocks were meant to be families filled with strong bonds, not a military.

Non-conformists do not follow norms just because it's what everyone else likes or does. Even if a non-conformist does like an activity or way of life that happens to be popular, they do so because they want to. This is why it can be very troublesome when seeking out a flock. Flocks and their leaders expect discipline and for you to follow every order no matter how ignorant.

If you are a non-conformist but face the social pressures of aerolies online, just don't give in. If the requirements of a flock don't suit you, don't join. If you are more a leader type then try creating your own flock. If you are neither leader nor follower try to team up with like-minded people (team up, don't try creating a flock ruled by a leader, create a democracy).

On the Subject of AWTOK

OMG AWTOK IS LIKE TOTES REAL!!11!
No, It's most likely not. I'm sure many of the viewers here are tweens or young teens who are obsessed with young adult supernatural novels and spend a lot of time online. If you are as I described it's not a bad thing. However you should probably be less naive and try to make decisions for yourself.

AWTOK is not real, neither are supernatural hunters. These are all just internet trolls. Groups of supernatural humans are not real. If you are Fae or the incarnation of a supernatural being, it really isn't weird or that mysterious or dangerous at all. In fact, this is normal (if you believe that kind of stuff). Many people have had past lives and possess the souls of what many would refer to as "supernatural". Many people just don't realize who they really are, and that's okay. Because what you are right now is human. You are on this Earth, in this realm, and in your human body for a reason. You don't need to stress over a "calling" or "destiny", you have your entire human existence to figure it all out. Chill, please.

AWTOK and supernatural hunters are not real, but paranoid humans who have no problem killing other people they don't understand are very real. Whether the person is really a witch, a faery, or whatever people claim them to be, they are brutally tortured and killed. Have you heard of the Salem witch trials? Probably. These were innocent women being killed because they were different, most likely rebellious, free souls. People don't like others who don't conform, therefore those who don't conform must be demon witches right? Wrong.
But Kaz, people are more civilized and intelligent now, right? Wrong again. Events such as the witch trials still exist around the world. Innocent people of any race, gender, and age are tortured and often murdered because nimrod people believe unconfirmed fantasies. I don't care what you believe in, heck I believe humans can grow wings (get a load of this lunatic chick); but you should never, NEVER harm yourself or others based upon your unconfirmed, illogical beliefs.


Sorry about the really serious and rant-ridden post haha. I just really get ticked off towards people who can't get it through their heads that the world does not revolve around them and they are more than likely to not be in any kind of danger. It also bothers me when these children are playing games when there truly exist innocent people around the world facing being bullied or even murdered because of fairy tales. Remember, groups of legitimately empowered "supernatural" beings and groups of hunters against them are not real. But the supernatural being within you is. Find yourself, not what others say you are.

(If there are any legitimate "supernatural" beings or the hunters against them, I am open to any proof you can give me and we can debate this all night if you so please)

Aeroly in the Human World

*안녕 친구들! This is a post for the new page I put up: Survival Aid*



If you have decided to live as an aeroly within human society, you will need to be very diligent in keeping your secret. (Let it be known that humans NEED to be aware about the unknown because they/we are also apart of the magickal world. But, being in the dark for so long will cause them to react badly to such news. We must ease them into this knowledge) This means that you cannot let your wings out freely around others and you must avoid the following:

• Swimming publicly in something revealing your back
• Bathing publicly or with others
• Back massages
• Wearing anything that reveals the back

Avoid the second one entirely, however, you can still swim publicly as long as your fine with wearing dark clothes that won't sag and reveal the wings. You can get a back massage from massage chairs, or revealing to a friend or family member about your secret and have them massage your back. You can still wear tank tops, low cut dresses, etc. as long as you wear a jacket or some form of wrap to cover the bare back.

Being in the human world, you're going to need to have some ally to help you. Let a family member or a friend know. And remember to find other aerolies.

Schooling & Other Social Activities

Why do you go to school? Is it to be around other people? Do you want the education to get your dream job? Or are you forced to go? If you merely go to get an education, consider home/online schooling. Online school is perfect for self-motivated students and especially for those who have busy parents. I recommend FLVS (It's called "Florida Virtual School"; but I'm pretty sure students all across the country can use it).

If you go to school for socialization and/or you're forced to go, then you should stay. You don't really need to change your lifestyle, you just need to keep your guard up and not be irresponsible. Certainly do not get into fights. Also make certain that you do have a friend in at least one of your classes who you can trust your secret to. If something goes wrong (faint, need to reveal back, etc.), than it'll be reassuring that you have someone to help you.

If you are into sports, don't let the wings stop you (unless you swim competitively). Keep away from grueling sports that may allow someone to accidentally touch your back.

Other hobbies, jobs and social events should be fairly safe. But always ensure that your wings are tightly shut against your back. The same rules for school apply to your job. Have a coworker you can trust.

Dating, Marriage, Family

When dating, you need to appear as normal as possible. Make sure the person is trustworthy and try going on dates at a dark movie theater. Never let them touch your back. I wouldn't risk it, but I suppose it isn't to terrible to allow them to wrap their arm around your shoulders.

When you are comfortable with this person and you accept them as either a good friend, or a lifetime mate, DO NOT reveal your secret to them all at one time. Slowly hint to them that you have wings. Ask them their thoughts on magickal subjects. Just ease them into the idea of you as an aeroly before revealing it.

Married life as an aeroly with a human may show to be more complicated than a fully human marriage. Your spouse may feel left out of your world and they may have difficulties coping with who you are. If it proves that difficult, you probably shouldn't have agreed upon being life mates with them. Make sure you spend enough time with them, and communicate often and openly.

If you choose to reproduce, your children may or may not have wings. Either way, they shall face difficulties, and either way, home birth is your best bet. If they do not have wings, they will possibly feel envious or embarrassed by your wings. Be sure to also communicate openly with them, and focus their thoughts on their good qualities. You can also help them grow their own wings.

If you have children with wings, it would be best you protect their backs when in public. Try to home school them and keep in mind what they want to do with their lives (live among humans, away from humans, be nomadic). Keep an eye on their wing growth and development. Teach them how to fly. When the primary feathers are more grown, take them out for a fly. Also communicate openly. Communication is crucial because therapy for this won't be so easy to get.

You should be open with your family members about your wings (they will prove to be helpful), but you don't need to inform all of them. If you don't want to tell your parents but you tell your grandparents, or vice versa, that is okay. Follow your gut instinct and tell whoever you feel comfortable telling.

Be Prepared to Let Go

Realize that it is a possibility that you will need to run away, change your identity, and make a new life. If you are in monumental danger, you may even need to say goodbye to the human world.

Scenarios in which you will have to leave your friends, family, city, possibly human society include:

• People know your secret and want you dead
• You are being hunted down for scientific purposes
• Your family/friends have made you an outcast
• Your secret has been reveled on an international scale (people will not cease to pester you)
• Your city makes you an outcast

There are many more scenarios but you'll have to judge the severity for yourself.

Mentally prepare yourself and just be able to survive on your own.

Update on My Wings (Side Effects #5)

No, I do not appear to have any physical sings of wing growth, aside from some sensations on my scapulae that feel like wings.

However, through many months, weeks, days of visualization, my astral wings are finally set. I can feel these wings, and I often receive vivid dreams of flight.

To move further, I'll be focusing more on my psychic abilities and working with dreams.

I found a wonderful book at the library written by a brilliant psychic, Ellen Dugan. The book just came out in 2015 and it is a guide for developing, and using your psychic powers. The book is called "The Natural Psychic". I highly recommend it. The entire time I read it, I felt as though Ellen was holding my hand (xD) and guiding me through my hazy (seemingly) unreachable abilities. I must warn you though, she is quite sassy.

What Spell REALLY Works?

All over the internet and sometimes directly asked to me is the big question:

What spell REALLY works?

During their endeavors, people begin to feel hopeless and desire something that possesses it's own power capable of granting the wish of the spell caster. I understand the struggle to maintain one's own power and control. But what most people don't understand is that spells have no power. Yes, when created properly they contain an energy & provide guidelines for proper use of energy. However, it is you that decides what happens, you are the one with all the power necessary. Spells are just guidelines & bases, not the source of power.

In order to be successful, remember these two laws:

• Mind over matter
• Belief

I cannot stress how IMPORTANT those two laws are. You must always, always, always keep an open mind and believe that good can/will happen.

STOP depending on spells. Trust & believe in yourself, you are the source of strong power.

Researching & Spell

I'll admit it, of course I Google "growing wings", "becoming an angel", and "avian human". I absorb every shred of information I can find. It's quite difficult to find anything legitimate and almost hopeless. The internet isn't an exact representation of life, the universe, or life, therefore it can be known that there is so much more out there, much more than we'll ever know. Researching the internet is no help, although it can possibly lead to a new discovery by developing a base.

Overall there exists no page (as far as I know) which can give the answers, or the details we need. Search we may, it's in vain. From reincarnation and natural intuition, we all possess the knowledge. Easier said than done however, we just know, our beliefs, our stories, legends, are all guides and our ultimate knowledge.

But through pointless researching I found another spell!