Contacting Me

AHHHH It's late into 2017 and I finally returned T^T I'm so sorry it took so long. Gods, I've been falling wayyyy behind on this blog, and my quotev ;-; So much has been going on that I've just not gotten around to checking this blog and my email.

On the topic of my email; I received an email from someone trying to reach out for advice back in March. But I didn't even check my email until today. I attempted to reply, but apparently the person's email no longer existed. Please forgive me whoever you were.

Now I will make myself even more available to those who need advice, help, support, etc. On the contact page, you will find I added my kik. If you need help, please do not hesitate to contact me. Also, don't think that you only need to contact me about growing wings. I'm fairly well-versed in the magical arts and I can try my best to help you with any physical shifting or magical related issue. Even if you just need someone to talk to (unrelated to magic or the paranormal), I will be there for you ^^

Now in regards to "any physical shifting", there is a lot I have learned about A LOT more than just growing wings. I will touch on this in a future post.

Take care and never give up on your dreams ~

Awakening Goddesses / Side Effects #9

안녕!
Recently I have discovered a marvelous spiritual coach. She goes by the name of Syma and her website is Flourishing Goddess. She is very kind and open to all those ready to awaken the divine flame within us all. I absolutely recommend joining her virtual temple. My chakras have never felt so balanced ^·^

On the subject of my wings, there isn't much to report. My scapulae are even more sore and the astral presence has grown even more profound. They are growing at a terribly slow rate; I'm in no rush though. It may be a lifetime endeavour I anticipate.

Sensing an Energy Shift

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안녕하세요! 카즈 입니다! Hello and welcome to another post! Throughout my childhood all the way up to my present, I've always felt a sensation of something about to greatly change. Recently I've been sensing this feeling more and it seems to be resonating with the Earth. This means that I must not be the only one noticing this shift.

I'm not a very strong nor skillful psychic, therefore I lack some big chunks of information regarding this feeling. But my best theory would be that what I'm sensing is the thinning of the veil. Many people will agree that the veil is gradually lifting, and with such a phenomena, it would make sense that people will become aware of this.

This shifting of energy isn't anything terribly special though. Our realm, planet, and universe is constantly changing. Change is nothing to be worried about, tis merely the way of life.

~~ "Life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. 

Don't resist them - that only creates sorrow. 

Let reality be reality.

 Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like."

~ Lao Tzu

Incarnated Fae Being

For years I've dealt with wanting to be something more than just a human. I continually resisted my human existence until nearly a few months ago. Since then I have accepted who I am and in fact I am proud to be human. Then come a day or so ago I learn that I'm not human. Yes, physically I am human, however, I find that every website and quiz I refer to (I even got 100% match on a Doreen Virtue quiz) tells me I am the incarnation of a Fae being.

To be quite frank, I never gave much care as to whether or not I was Fae in all my (several) years. But this sudden urge to know came to mind as casually as a passing breeze. I'm not necessarily happy about the revelation; do take note that I had just recently become proud and excited about being a human, but the thought of also being Fae worried me. It goes to show that I really am oblivious to my past.

So what does this mean exactly? In reality, nothing really. Aside from popular belief, being Fae does not mean one has some special mission apart from others, this doesn't mean that person is superior. This knowledge though can help me discover who I am and how to go about my own personal journey. So far I know that I desire to protect the Earth (has been my mission in life since I could form sentences), improve my magick abilities, and find the answers to various questions pertaining to life, the universe, etc.

Nothing much has changed except I have discovered another aspect of myself I must learn to love and appreciate. 

If you are also a Fae being, your spirit may already possess wings, allowing the process of growing them easier.

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Fae are Fourth-Dimensional Beings (Theory)

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(안녕 여러분! Hi everyone! I'm just posting something to attempt to scientifically explain Fae through physics. But just because Fae may or may not be scientifically explained, doesn't make them any less magickal)

I believe that Fae are in fact, fourth-dimensional beings. My reasons for considering this notion is for one, their normal abilities which appear so extraordinary to us. Possessing powers such as telepathy, teleportation, and strong mental willpower to manifest whatever they desire; these types of abilities appear to us (three-dimensional beings) as powers of a "god", when in reality these are normal powers for even the average Joe Fae being.

Also, Fae can see the essence (energy) of humans with ease. Fourth-dimensional beings observe three-dimensional beings the same way we can view two-dimensional beings. Two-dimensional beings exist on a flat plane of existence. To the two-dimensional beings, they are complete, however, to us (three-dimensional beings) they are lacking a structure for the third dimension. Therefore we can see their insides as well as their outsides. We lack a fourth dimensional structure and thus allows the Fae (fourth-dimensional beings) to see our insides as easily as outsides. Fae are very aware and sensitive to their surroundings. Existing on a higher dimension gives them this advantage.

My final reason is that they can manipulate our world in ways we would feel to be "paranormal". They even separated themselves from humans. Fae managed to construct a veil which allows humans and Fae to live side by side without even having to be aware of each other. This veil seems to sever space and time (time is considered by the scientific community to be the fourth dimension).

So now if my theory is correct, this leaves many new questions. Did Fae long ago come from the fourth dimension or do we (humans, three-dimensional beings) exist on the fourth dimension yet experience life through a third-dimensional perspective? Then again, we as three-dimensional beings would not be able to survive in the fourth dimension. We are three-dimensional, thus we lack the fourth-dimensional structure which would hold us together in the fourth dimension. If a three-dimensional being were to entire the fourth dimension, their insides would immediately spill out, killing them in an instance. Perchance I'm reading too much into this.

Whether or not Fae are fourth-dimensional beings, they continue to appear to be of some higher frequency of sorts. What do you suppose? I'd be interested in learning more about the anatomy and the neuroscience of the Fae (not is a mad-scientist, dissection way). How are the similar to humans' bodies and brains? How do they differ? If anyone with legitimate, credible information on this can teach me that would be great. ^^

Thanks for reading!

On the Subject of AWTOK

OMG AWTOK IS LIKE TOTES REAL!!11!
No, It's most likely not. I'm sure many of the viewers here are tweens or young teens who are obsessed with young adult supernatural novels and spend a lot of time online. If you are as I described it's not a bad thing. However you should probably be less naive and try to make decisions for yourself.

AWTOK is not real, neither are supernatural hunters. These are all just internet trolls. Groups of supernatural humans are not real. If you are Fae or the incarnation of a supernatural being, it really isn't weird or that mysterious or dangerous at all. In fact, this is normal (if you believe that kind of stuff). Many people have had past lives and possess the souls of what many would refer to as "supernatural". Many people just don't realize who they really are, and that's okay. Because what you are right now is human. You are on this Earth, in this realm, and in your human body for a reason. You don't need to stress over a "calling" or "destiny", you have your entire human existence to figure it all out. Chill, please.

AWTOK and supernatural hunters are not real, but paranoid humans who have no problem killing other people they don't understand are very real. Whether the person is really a witch, a faery, or whatever people claim them to be, they are brutally tortured and killed. Have you heard of the Salem witch trials? Probably. These were innocent women being killed because they were different, most likely rebellious, free souls. People don't like others who don't conform, therefore those who don't conform must be demon witches right? Wrong.
But Kaz, people are more civilized and intelligent now, right? Wrong again. Events such as the witch trials still exist around the world. Innocent people of any race, gender, and age are tortured and often murdered because nimrod people believe unconfirmed fantasies. I don't care what you believe in, heck I believe humans can grow wings (get a load of this lunatic chick); but you should never, NEVER harm yourself or others based upon your unconfirmed, illogical beliefs.


Sorry about the really serious and rant-ridden post haha. I just really get ticked off towards people who can't get it through their heads that the world does not revolve around them and they are more than likely to not be in any kind of danger. It also bothers me when these children are playing games when there truly exist innocent people around the world facing being bullied or even murdered because of fairy tales. Remember, groups of legitimately empowered "supernatural" beings and groups of hunters against them are not real. But the supernatural being within you is. Find yourself, not what others say you are.

(If there are any legitimate "supernatural" beings or the hunters against them, I am open to any proof you can give me and we can debate this all night if you so please)

Side Effects #8

Both of my scapulae and shoulders are finally equally sore (yay!). That's about it for current side effects thus far.

Nearly Astral Traveled (Side Effects #7)

Greetings one and all! Welcome back for another post, the eighth one this month in fact ^o^

In order to see my astral wings, last night I attempted to astral project. As you may be able to decipher from the title of this post, I failed. However I am quite proud to say that this attempt was my closest to success. As I drifted to sleep, I was aware of a tingling sensation running throughout my body. I could almost feel myself become lighter. 

When I awoke, I seemed to have been in a state of sleep paralysis. I hate to admit that I wussed out. After hearing so many horror stories of sleep paralysis, I forced myself awake before having to accidentally give myself a really vivid nightmare.

So I failed at astral projecting, but my astral wings still feel set so it's all fine ^^

Uneven Wings, Oops (Side Effects #6)

안녕 하세요 여러분! Hello everyone!

So far I've been putting out more posts more often just as I would like. Let's hope I can stick to my goal xD.

Lately I have been strongly feeling the presence of my wings. My scapula has even become sore (more than the other times). But that's the issue. I mistakenly placed more focus on my left wing so only one of my scapulae is sore. I've somewhat managed to work the energy into the right scapula.

Update on My Wings (Side Effects #5)

No, I do not appear to have any physical sings of wing growth, aside from some sensations on my scapulae that feel like wings.

However, through many months, weeks, days of visualization, my astral wings are finally set. I can feel these wings, and I often receive vivid dreams of flight.

To move further, I'll be focusing more on my psychic abilities and working with dreams.

I found a wonderful book at the library written by a brilliant psychic, Ellen Dugan. The book just came out in 2015 and it is a guide for developing, and using your psychic powers. The book is called "The Natural Psychic". I highly recommend it. The entire time I read it, I felt as though Ellen was holding my hand (xD) and guiding me through my hazy (seemingly) unreachable abilities. I must warn you though, she is quite sassy.

Blog Title Change

If you're a past reader of this blog and you've checked out the blog's title at the top of this page, you'll notice it has changed. It is now "The Aeromaiden's Journal", rather than "Avian Journal".
I have changed this with the intent to give a more well-known name to winged people rather than angels (which aren't truly winged people, but divine messengers).

'Aero-' tends to refer to air or aviation. I chose to call this "The Aeromaiden's Journal" because I am a female, a maiden. However, for an undetermined gender, neuter, aeroly (plural: aerolies) is appropriate. Aerower is used for winged males ('wer' being old English for 'man').

So, what do you believe winged people should be called? Should we be aerolies? Maybe something different? I feel confident about the term "aeroly" but please feel free to share your thoughts and ideas.

Side Effects #4

These side effects all seem the same, but the sensation of my wings appear so real. I can practically feel the wings weighing down. Chills come much more frequently, my upper back muscles are tougher, and there is a lightness in my body as though the wind can sweep me up into the sky. I have come to accept that I am already an avian human. Once one makes the attempt to change, they have already changed. Don't be mistaken, I haven't physically flown yet, and I don't expect it to happen soon. However, in the coming years, my work and dedication will surely pay off. I hope others will join me ^^

Researching & Spell

I'll admit it, of course I Google "growing wings", "becoming an angel", and "avian human". I absorb every shred of information I can find. It's quite difficult to find anything legitimate and almost hopeless. The internet isn't an exact representation of life, the universe, or life, therefore it can be known that there is so much more out there, much more than we'll ever know. Researching the internet is no help, although it can possibly lead to a new discovery by developing a base.

Overall there exists no page (as far as I know) which can give the answers, or the details we need. Search we may, it's in vain. From reincarnation and natural intuition, we all possess the knowledge. Easier said than done however, we just know, our beliefs, our stories, legends, are all guides and our ultimate knowledge.

But through pointless researching I found another spell!

Energy Renewal

If you often cast spells or perform rituals for different goals, do you ever feel a loss of the sensation of your wings' energy? I know I do. I'm not the best multitask-er, and at my level of magickal strength multitasking energy is surely a challenge.

I try to simply focus all my spiritual energy on my wings' growth; however, it is selfish of me to not send good energy to an ill loved one, or a loved one taking a major test. There are also the situations where I could use a spell to help myself.

Although I haven't found any solutions, I have found ways to cope and quickly replenish energy. This constant cycle may put a stunt on wing growth though. I'm not sure, more research and experimenting should help.

~ Tips:

• Before performing a spell, take an object and place your energy and desire for wings into it. While doing the spell, have the object attached to you. I tend to use a flower or ivy crown I made before-hand, or a flower. I fill them with the energy and make it so that they energy is sent back to me slowly as the plant withers in my hair (or pocket)

• Return to nature. After experiencing a drainage of energy, no matter how insignificant, go outside. Dance in the rain, watch the clouds, lie down among trees as wind buffets them, walk in the sunlight. Let nature replenish what you have lost. Personally I find windy days and lighting storms to be quite energizing for me.

• Practice using your energy on two things at once.

• Keep trying! Continue to cast spells for your wings, send energy to them, and never give up no matter how hopeless circumstances make you think.

Side Effects #3

I just want to say, I have never felt so connected to my wings before. Lately I have been having a say "fluttery" sensation in my heart and from my scapulae. After finally accepting the changes that will happen as well as placing myself in the mindset that I do have wings, I have had an absolute change of mood and I can practically feel wings on my back.

Some of the side effects include toughness in the upper back region, slight spells of dizziness, and chills. These chills are very prominent and strong. They have been increasing all week. I was at first under the impression a spirit had become attached to me, however I don't sense much a presence. Instead the chills seem as though they are trying to jolt out my wings.

Breakaway

"Evolution has no sense of future; the here and now is the only place where evolution occurs" 
-- John R. Hutchinson (http://www.ucmp.berkeley.edu/vertebrates/flight/evolve.html)


The above quote was taken from an article about the evolution of flight in birds (which is still a large jumbled puzzle to me). I was drawn to this line because it says straight out that instead of thinking of the future, let everything you want occur here and now. Don't be mistaken, I'm not telling you to become a wild party animal (if you aren't already), or what they say "YOLO"; instead I am simply making it clear that wings are already in your possession and flight is already in your power. This fact must be constantly pounded into your mind and life if you are to be absolutely successful in your endeavors.

I have always considered Kelly Clarkson's "Breakaway" to be my wing growth song. It's emotional, free-flowing, and it just starts that spark in my heart which tells me "I can". Whether it's wings or finding your place in life, it's a phenomenal song.

Make a wish. To have your wings. Getting your thoughts and feelings out there (as positively as possible) will bring them soaring back around to you.

Take a chance. Don't allow others to squander your beliefs. It's alright to let others into your beliefs. Don't go around announcing your wings, but be free to let your belief in them show.

Make a change. Show others you are persistent and let them know they should be too. Change your entire outlook and reactions to life to suit a more positive lifestyle.

Then once ready, spread your wings and learn how to fly.

"The Secret"

I've never been one for self-help books but my mother was gifted by our neighbor an audio book of "The Secret". After listening to a few chapters in the car with my mother, I find it to really review and add on to my knowledge of the Law of Attraction.

The Law of Attraction is fairly simple; when thinking, or acting negatively, you attract negative energy, but when you think, or act positively, of course you attract positive energy. So apply the same concept with your wing growth. You must believe you already have wings, say it constantly to yourself and have faith that when you need them, they will come through. Don't be discouraged by no instant results, although you already have wings it will still take time for your body to realize this.

I think it's a great book to remind those who are already aware of the discussed topics. But it is also wonderful to teach those who are in the dark. I recommend it and rate it 12 out of 10 pigeons.

Side Effects #2

I can feel a spiritual and physical strength in my upper back area. Sometimes I'll even receive a light sensation in my body along with a tingly chill down my spine.

Oracle Question (again)

This time I asked the "I Ching Oracle" two questions. After past experiences with this online fortune generator, I feel it has some real truth and guidance behind it. But for the most part I use this to heighten my faith and confidence in what I am doing. This fortune teller may be genuine, however, the readings probably don't always apply to me. The fate line on my palm is hardly visible, meaning destiny does not have much a hand in my life.

I asked the I Ching Oracle:
How can I help my wing growth?

(present) 14. Ta Yu - Abundance, Great Possessions
Remaining humble in the midst of abundance allows for continued growth. Wealth and prosperity are indicated.

(future) 55. Feng - Abundance
Success comes fast, but it can leave just as quickly. Dazzle in the brilliance while it lasts.

What does the Oracle hold for you?
http://luckyhonu.com/

I asked the I Ching Oracle:
Are my wings growing?

(present) 2. Kun - Mother Earth
The path may take a little longer, but it is worth the wait. Show the largeness of your heart and your success will benefit more than just yourself.

(future) 24. Fu - Turning Point, Transformation
Luck has turned, like after illness there is health and recovery.

What does the Oracle hold for you?
http://luckyhonu.com/

Current Status Entry

Today was absolutely marvelous. The weather was cool, the sun was bright, and the wind was playful. I fancied stretching out my wings and going for a fly. So I did, only it was through meditation. Still, the flight was vivid and quite soothing.

My wings seem to be once again developing; slowly but surely. I'll be boosting the energy by creating an ofuda. Ofudas are Shinto talismans. Traditionally these are created by a priest and sold at shrines. However I feel the power would be stronger if it came from my own will. I will post more information about ofudas and how to create them yourself sometime this week.

As far as side effects go, soreness has returned to my scapulae, and I have also been receiving headaches.

Welp, that's all, blessed be ^^