When Not Belonging to a Flock

The aeroly community (including those who strive to become ones) is a minute one that appears to be growing (and shrinking) with each year. Therefore there exist many flocks, online and off, as well as many loners who cannot fit in with any of these flocks. Some of these individuals may have their own reasons for not being capable of finding or belonging to a flock, but as for the others (myself included), we just do not conform.
That's okay because we see the world differently and pioneer our own paths. However, this really causes difficulty for finding aeroly friends to rely on.

I've found that quite a few (not all of course) flock leaders whom I've encountered are cold and unwelcoming towards the ones that refuse to belong to any flock, group, or whatnot.  This frustrates me to my wits-end because these leaders can't seem to comprehend that this does not mean that this person means them harm. I understand that these leaders only want to protect their flocks, but they tend to make everything about them and their flock. This hostility towards aerolies who refuse to pledge loyalty to a flock they hardly know is ridiculous. Commitment is my greatest fear, but lack thereof does not make me unfaithful. Sounds terribly contradictive, I know. Just bear with me. So for example: I love my family (immediate and relatives) and would fight for them. But this does not mean I will pledge to ignore their faults and become a mindless follower to them. Same with flocks; flocks were meant to be families filled with strong bonds, not a military.

Non-conformists do not follow norms just because it's what everyone else likes or does. Even if a non-conformist does like an activity or way of life that happens to be popular, they do so because they want to. This is why it can be very troublesome when seeking out a flock. Flocks and their leaders expect discipline and for you to follow every order no matter how ignorant.

If you are a non-conformist but face the social pressures of aerolies online, just don't give in. If the requirements of a flock don't suit you, don't join. If you are more a leader type then try creating your own flock. If you are neither leader nor follower try to team up with like-minded people (team up, don't try creating a flock ruled by a leader, create a democracy).

Seeing Spirits, Fae, Energy, & Other Beings Not in This Realm

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안녕하세요! 잘 지내세요?  Hello! Are you well?

On the path to becoming an aeroly or even if you already are, it would be in your best interest to communicate with those beyond the veil. Will work on clairaudience later; for now I'll teach you to actually see these beings.

(Allow me to stop you right there. Before reading any further, I need you to look within yourself. Are you willing to be persistent? Is this a one time thing? Will you be disappointed if you don't see what you want to see when you want to see it? Many of you will simply dabble and take a mere fancy to this notion of seeing what is unseen. But you must understand, this is a path in life that's not meant for everyone. Be true to yourself.)

Okay! It's real easy to see energy. Go into a dark or dimly lit room and close your eyes. Take a moment to slow your breathing and relax your body. Once you do that open your eyes and focus at one point in the room. You'll see what appears to be TV static in the air. This is the energy that fills the air.

Once you've accomplished that continue to stare at the energy, not the item or wall behind it, but the energy that separates you from it. You'll begin to notice orbs of light and shapes. These may seem like your eyes playing tricks on you, but in reality they're spirits. Don't freak out; unless you feel dark energy from them, their harmless.

It takes some practice before you'll be able to decipher between Fae and human spirits. I personally have seen many human spirits, a few hobgoblins, a serpent-like form, and what I believe to have been trooping fairies and pixies. Unless you have the ability to already, you likely won't be able to see solid forms or even very clear forms. It took some time and effort before I could even start to see fuzzy outlines of figures.

With time you'll also be able to see them in lit places.

Good bye for now. Have a good day!
안녕히계세요, 좋은 하루 되세요!

Fae are Fourth-Dimensional Beings (Theory)

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(안녕 여러분! Hi everyone! I'm just posting something to attempt to scientifically explain Fae through physics. But just because Fae may or may not be scientifically explained, doesn't make them any less magickal)

I believe that Fae are in fact, fourth-dimensional beings. My reasons for considering this notion is for one, their normal abilities which appear so extraordinary to us. Possessing powers such as telepathy, teleportation, and strong mental willpower to manifest whatever they desire; these types of abilities appear to us (three-dimensional beings) as powers of a "god", when in reality these are normal powers for even the average Joe Fae being.

Also, Fae can see the essence (energy) of humans with ease. Fourth-dimensional beings observe three-dimensional beings the same way we can view two-dimensional beings. Two-dimensional beings exist on a flat plane of existence. To the two-dimensional beings, they are complete, however, to us (three-dimensional beings) they are lacking a structure for the third dimension. Therefore we can see their insides as well as their outsides. We lack a fourth dimensional structure and thus allows the Fae (fourth-dimensional beings) to see our insides as easily as outsides. Fae are very aware and sensitive to their surroundings. Existing on a higher dimension gives them this advantage.

My final reason is that they can manipulate our world in ways we would feel to be "paranormal". They even separated themselves from humans. Fae managed to construct a veil which allows humans and Fae to live side by side without even having to be aware of each other. This veil seems to sever space and time (time is considered by the scientific community to be the fourth dimension).

So now if my theory is correct, this leaves many new questions. Did Fae long ago come from the fourth dimension or do we (humans, three-dimensional beings) exist on the fourth dimension yet experience life through a third-dimensional perspective? Then again, we as three-dimensional beings would not be able to survive in the fourth dimension. We are three-dimensional, thus we lack the fourth-dimensional structure which would hold us together in the fourth dimension. If a three-dimensional being were to entire the fourth dimension, their insides would immediately spill out, killing them in an instance. Perchance I'm reading too much into this.

Whether or not Fae are fourth-dimensional beings, they continue to appear to be of some higher frequency of sorts. What do you suppose? I'd be interested in learning more about the anatomy and the neuroscience of the Fae (not is a mad-scientist, dissection way). How are the similar to humans' bodies and brains? How do they differ? If anyone with legitimate, credible information on this can teach me that would be great. ^^

Thanks for reading!

On the Subject of AWTOK

OMG AWTOK IS LIKE TOTES REAL!!11!
No, It's most likely not. I'm sure many of the viewers here are tweens or young teens who are obsessed with young adult supernatural novels and spend a lot of time online. If you are as I described it's not a bad thing. However you should probably be less naive and try to make decisions for yourself.

AWTOK is not real, neither are supernatural hunters. These are all just internet trolls. Groups of supernatural humans are not real. If you are Fae or the incarnation of a supernatural being, it really isn't weird or that mysterious or dangerous at all. In fact, this is normal (if you believe that kind of stuff). Many people have had past lives and possess the souls of what many would refer to as "supernatural". Many people just don't realize who they really are, and that's okay. Because what you are right now is human. You are on this Earth, in this realm, and in your human body for a reason. You don't need to stress over a "calling" or "destiny", you have your entire human existence to figure it all out. Chill, please.

AWTOK and supernatural hunters are not real, but paranoid humans who have no problem killing other people they don't understand are very real. Whether the person is really a witch, a faery, or whatever people claim them to be, they are brutally tortured and killed. Have you heard of the Salem witch trials? Probably. These were innocent women being killed because they were different, most likely rebellious, free souls. People don't like others who don't conform, therefore those who don't conform must be demon witches right? Wrong.
But Kaz, people are more civilized and intelligent now, right? Wrong again. Events such as the witch trials still exist around the world. Innocent people of any race, gender, and age are tortured and often murdered because nimrod people believe unconfirmed fantasies. I don't care what you believe in, heck I believe humans can grow wings (get a load of this lunatic chick); but you should never, NEVER harm yourself or others based upon your unconfirmed, illogical beliefs.


Sorry about the really serious and rant-ridden post haha. I just really get ticked off towards people who can't get it through their heads that the world does not revolve around them and they are more than likely to not be in any kind of danger. It also bothers me when these children are playing games when there truly exist innocent people around the world facing being bullied or even murdered because of fairy tales. Remember, groups of legitimately empowered "supernatural" beings and groups of hunters against them are not real. But the supernatural being within you is. Find yourself, not what others say you are.

(If there are any legitimate "supernatural" beings or the hunters against them, I am open to any proof you can give me and we can debate this all night if you so please)

Side Effects #8

Both of my scapulae and shoulders are finally equally sore (yay!). That's about it for current side effects thus far.

Nearly Astral Traveled (Side Effects #7)

Greetings one and all! Welcome back for another post, the eighth one this month in fact ^o^

In order to see my astral wings, last night I attempted to astral project. As you may be able to decipher from the title of this post, I failed. However I am quite proud to say that this attempt was my closest to success. As I drifted to sleep, I was aware of a tingling sensation running throughout my body. I could almost feel myself become lighter. 

When I awoke, I seemed to have been in a state of sleep paralysis. I hate to admit that I wussed out. After hearing so many horror stories of sleep paralysis, I forced myself awake before having to accidentally give myself a really vivid nightmare.

So I failed at astral projecting, but my astral wings still feel set so it's all fine ^^

Pages From the Witch's Book

Greetings and Happy Lunar New Year!

I thought I would post a few tidbits of knowledge from my own book of shadows (BOS). I hope that this information can further aid you in crafting spells for wings. If you are a beginning witch I hope this can help you in your other magick work.


Aura Purification (For Protection From Negativity of All Forms):

This is a quick little energy fix whenever you feel uncomfortable or threatened. This may also be done every morning to help strengthen your overall energy.

Begin by selecting a memory or something that means a lot to you. You'll know it has a strong effect on you because you'll instantly feel happy and content. Allow that good energy to run through your entire body. Now, imagine a glowing white energy surrounding you and engulfing you. Breathe steadily and deeply, and continue thinking the positive thoughts as you do this.

(If you feel ill, you can use this method but with a green aura instead.)


Simple Ways to Increase Magick Abilities:

• Write Ofudas
• Meditate
• Send positive energy to other people/animals/places/objects
• Keep a journal to record anything magickal that happens to you
• Go for a walk in nature
• Listen to your favorite music and dance
• Dance in the rain
• Purify your aura / Try changing the color of your aura
• Practice with tarot cards
• Play with a regular 52-deck of playing cards
• Swim
• Sit in nature
• Make art
• Do what makes you happy

Mantra to See What is Unseen:

Like old webs I remove the veil,

I shall see what was spoken of in old tales,

The world that was hazy shall now be clear,

I welcome new vision with no fear.

Rifting Ritual:

NOTE: This is not guaranteed to work physically. But this WILL open a portal. Follow every step carefully in order to prevent dark spirits from passing through it. Returning will be difficult, if possible.

~Needed:

• Candles (4 for you and add 1 other for each other person performing)
• Drawing of Torii (You or one of the other people performing must draw this and put in your intentions while drawing it)
• Dark room or a very dark location outside at night (no street lamps nearby)
• Salt
• Stories (You and your friends can make the stories up yourself or use another story)

~Directions:

1. Create a circle of salt large enough for everyone to sit in

2. Surround outside of circle with candles

3.Light candles in a counterclockwise direction

4. Everyone sit inside the circle with the drawing of the torii on the ground with the opening pointing towards everyone

5. Recite your chosen stories, they must reflect the kind of place you wish to rift to. Everyone must immerse themselves in the stories

New House Purification:

Walk around the empty house while burning a sage smudge stick or a sage incense stick. Use a large feather or folding fan to fan out the smoke. Think positive thoughts and envision the smoke as white light filling every corner and crevice. You can chant a protective chant or sing a song that you feel suitable while doing this; or you can be silent.

Afterwards, retrace your steps through the house while waving a gohei. (You can make your own gohei by folding shide and attaching them to a wooden stick)

Helpful Herbs:

Sage - Purification of evil

Thyme - Increases courage and memory

Rosemary - Maintains youthfulness

Basil - Draws prosperity and wealth

Lavender - True love and dreams

Cedar - Increases strength and protection

Pine - For prosperity and divination

Rose - Love

Bay - Divination

Quick Love Potion:

This will not make someone fall in love with you, that would be black magick. Instead this is used to catch the attention of your desired person.

1/2 tsp Vanilla Extract

1/2 tsp French Lavender oil

Mix and dab on your wrists and neck

Days of the Week (their planets and meanings):

Sunday - (Sun) Hope and victory

Monday - (Moon) Healing

Tuesday - (Mars) War and protection

Wednesday - (Mercury) Career and travel

Thursday - (Jupiter) Wealth and family

Friday - (Venus) Love and growth

Saturday - (Saturn) Fortune and creativity

Magickal Tip:

The non-dominant hand is used for receiving energy.

The Elements:

~ Air 

• Inspiration, birth, travel, communication, intellect
• East
• Yellow, sky blue, white, silver

~ Earth

• Foundation, security, realism, fertile, stability
• North
• Green, brown, grey

~ Water

• Childbirth, fluid, passive, calm, reflective, psychic, cleanse
• West
• Blue, sea green, turquoise

~ Fire

• Powerful, hot, destructive, growth, ambition, uncontrollable, release, passionate
• South
• Red, orange, yellow

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Thank you for reading. May you have good fortune this year!